Lonely Depression

Lonely depression

This torment depression is taking over my life
At the rate things are going, I’ll never have a life
For I am always feeling sad and blue
And I just don’t know what to do
If I am not feeling sad
I’m constantly mad
Mad at what I’m not so sure
I just wish I had the cure
A cure to make all of this go away
So the sun could shine another day
I wish I could feel the sun beaming down
But I feel like I’m stuck in the cold hard ground
I wish I knew what caused this to happen to me
I remember the days of being happy and carefree
Those days are nowhere to be found
Trust me, I’ve been looking around
I I feel like crying all day long
Like I’m constantly doing wrong
What did I do to deserve this heartfelt pain?
It’s always loss and never gain
I see myself falling more and more every day
Emotions being pulled, every single way
When did this start? And when will it end?
Because all I want to do is mend
I want to be the old me
Not this mess you see
I want to be giggly, cute, and fun
I want to jump, run, and skip in the sun
I want to go places and be a good friend
I don’t want this to be the end
Lord, please just send me a sign
So that I know everything will be fine.

~Gentle Soul~

It's the Heart

It’s the heart

IT KNOWS what I’m searching for

It knows who I love to

It never breaks the secrets

Until the day comes

It is pure and virtue

There is no black spot

There is no anger, no regret

It is eccentric, has no sorrows

Its lonesome will never be taken away

No one can stop its lust

It can do what it wanted

Because it is the heart

Heart

Go and search what you’re searching for

Go and love who you want to love

Go, be secrecy, full of lonesome.

~Gentle Soul~